you know how when u like someone u get this funny feeling and u get all excited and jumpy.. love is when this feeling's kinda gone but yet u still want to stay together with that person.. ..something which shirley said today and it really struck me.. never thought of love as being this way before... i always thought that when youre in love, you'll continue to get that giddy feeling as long as you're in love.. but this whole new concept of love really makes sense because i believe that true love transcends all things and this includes times when u dont feel tt feeling for the person as much as u did before ..i guess its not really possible to feel giddy for the rest of your life right..so i guess you should feel something stronger and deeper than just electricity running through u... you'll feel a bondage? something which runs along the lines of life would be meaningless without you around.. love is a choice..its about choosing to make a relationship work...i think i finally understand what love is... ...hows that for someone who's who's never been in love before ;P i'll keep you updated on my view on love if i ever do fall in it =P sidetracking..went to ubin for recee today.. cycled around practically the whole island and i had a record breaking zero injuries!!! found a monitor lizard infested campsite n cycled through jungle bits.. went back to mainland at about 6 and went to ps after that... finally tried bakers inn...mmm its good!!!! n watched big fish!!!! great great show =D am tired of all these big hollywood blockbusters... really enjoyed this nice artsy fartsy fantasy flick =D really refreshing and oh man ewan mcgregor is just so oh man.... Thing of the day!!!~bicycle bashing

Sway - Bic Runga Don't stray Don't ever go away I should be much to smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes,when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you Pull me out in time Don't let me drown Let me down I say its all because of you And here I go Losing my control I'm practicing your name So I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right To look you in the eye And let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed its time Tell you why I say its infinitely true Say you'll stay Don't come and go Like you do Sway my way Yeah I need to know All about you And there's no cure And no way to be sure Why everythings turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now ,it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon Say you'll stay Don't come and go Like you do Sway my way Yeah I need to know All about you

i bit it @   11:55:00 pm

wow ok this is going to be super nerdish but this is a great site for gp stuff.. http://www.globalissues.org

You have an air personality. You laugh easily and
often at the simplest of things, which gives
you an easygoing nature. Parties are your
specialty and you can't get enough of that kind
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and you will often lock away feelings of rage
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love life consists of flings where the other
person was often driven away by your refusal to
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open up to him/her and build a strong
relationship that will last a long time.

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! You are most Like A Sapphire ! Dark, mysterious - but unforgettable. You have a deep beauty. Delicate, and shy you try to stay away from the limelight but often your intelligence puts you in at the deep end. You're like a Sapphire, because, your beauty is priceless. You're intelligent, full of opinions, and not big-headed about it all. Sometimes you need to put yourself out there, as you can be a bit shy. Congratulations ... You're the mysterious gem everybody wants to have and learn more about.

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right... jus typed a whole lotta stuff but the dumb page hung on me and i lost everything...not gonna retype.. urgghh basically said this fri-sat: taf camp. kinda fun coz kinda slack. n kinda funny but at times not v funny at all. base was at b12..was like odac chalet.. messy enough to qualify.. haha.. freaking cold tt night.. freaking forgot tt there's such a thing as going to switch the air con off.. jus like how i freaking forgot to take nel.. lol today: nat. vertical marathon.. climbed 43 stories for the 2nd year running for fun.. and its not fun man!!! after it all... i wonder whether it was worth all the effort to enter this competition...if u know wad i mean u should know wad i mean.. too tired to elaborate =P tomorrow : gonna have a crap day coz i didnt do any of my tutorials.. crap.. we'll see how things go.. Thing of the day!!!~nike presto cee.... im in love .. Slip on instant happiness...

u know how we always say tt we just cant seem to get things done coz of various reasons.. in the end i believe it just all boils down to procrestination which causes us to waste time away..i know this through lots of experience =P ..and we know tt...so there's really no point complaining that we have too many things to do, cos even though we already know that in order to get things done, we have to move our butts and just do it we still dont!! then again.. it is valid to say tt we procrestinate because we dont have the motivation to get things done.. compare this to something which u really love doing.. u would do it in an instant right.. so when it comes to mundane n crappy but necessary things.. its not totally our fault tt we dont get it done..but its still our fault...im just going round in circles n contridicting myself right.. anyway my point is..life has its ups n downs.. n i guess this whole year will just be one great big down..life's not going to get any easier as the days n months go by.. for those taking the cursed As at least.. rather pessimistic but just being realistic here =P of course hopefully there will be a couple of little ups here n there...and of course at the end of it all hopefully we'll reach our greatest peak ever... so everyone just hang on n dont give up.. procrestinate a little less..get out there and just do whatever u wanna/needa do.. learn from past mistakes n cherish the time we have left in sajc or wherever else... rock on people!!

slept really early yesterday...11.30..was so tired i couldnt concentrate at all.. so i jus went to sleep with the intention of waking up at 430 to finish the disgusting workload which i have.. actually managed to get to get up at 5 and get one drq n a maths tys tut done.. am proud of myself =D .. for once =P Thing of the day!!!!~ food: cheese on bread toasted for 7 minutes ..

MTV Asia Awards 2004 funty.. -the mtv asia awards silver heart logo has arteries n veins sticking out.. -simple plan changed all the dicks in addicted to ticks.. hahaha why..? -did michelle branch wear tt ugly pink shirt..she seriously didnt look nice -did stacy orrico wear a lunchlady's uniform for the first half of her performance?? -is doesnt guy sebastian change his hair???! it was big n curly n purple!!!! -does christina aguilera's fashion sense suck -did gareth gates win best male artist????!!! gee why does anyone even like him -didnt jay win best taiwanese artist!!!! he's the best ..!! ever!!! but actually.. its not as though i seriously care.. hahaha.. cept for the jay bit.. went dragonboating then went to town with the odac ppl after that yesterday.. vday in town is fun!!!! haha lots couples in matching clothes n flowers n balloons everywhere!! hahaha went to meet lorraine shu n ting for dinner n then went to meet the odac ppl again..sat at coffeebean n then went to burger king and basically talked n talked n talked n left only in time to catch the last bus home.. what we talked about.. tts not important.. =D

Things of the day!!!~ Person: Ewan Mcgregor.. he absolutely rocks man!!! ahhh moulin rouge is the greatest most ultimate awesome movie in the world!! & Movie: Big fish ... the new show i was talking about a few entries ago.. the one with ewan mcgregor in it.. its this one!!!! ahh i made a mental note to watch this when i saw the movie poster... now i gotta watch it!!!

Sarah dearieee!!! Happy birthday to yooo!!!! =D lotsa love n chocolates n strawberries n huggies n smuacks going out to ya!!! Denise!!! happy birthday to you too!!! dont think you'll see this but hmmmm yahhh if u do drop me a tag yah!! havent seen ya in ages!!! miss ya both v-day babes loads!! Thing of the day!!!~ day: Valentine's day!!! =D hahaha

balloons are nice floaty bags of floaty air which makes u feel nice n happy n floaty =D they're not meant to be a measure of popularity or status in the school..it doesnt really matter if you dont get one.. but when u do.. u get this rush which u will only get when someone goes to an extra length to be nice to you n you feel all warm n fuzzy inside..n tts a really great feeling.. so thanks guys for the balloons =D i think friendship week has been great =) honestly.. at the start of the week, wasnt really that excited about it.. music being played in the cafe meant tt the already noisy cafe would be even more noisy..and every now and then the noise would be realllyyy unbearable when the dj starts saying stuff which u cant really make out...n to make things worse the whole cafe reeked of this disgusting smell which lingered throughout the week... but as the days went by.. i realised that the dj booth wasnt that bad.. the music which they played could actually be heard n it was good music (most of the time), the smell started to go away and the general festivities did bring about a kinda lighthearted mood throughout the week.. today was really fun =D people exchanging presents at every corner n balloons n flowers at every other table.. its not just about receiving presents.. its about giving them out n spreading the love too!!.. every year for at least the past 3 years.. my pre valentines day plan for valentines day would be to not to succumb and become a victim of todays commercialised world and just go to school without any gifts for anyone.. but every year.. on vdays eve... i cant help but start feeling all excited about v day n i just cant help but go and at least get candy for everyone.. remember the nice fuzzy feeling tt i mentioned.. u get that too when u make someone else happy!! so hey even though i burn a big hole in my pocket everyear.. i guess this this very expensive celebration of love is worth it =) (cause its only once a year) spread the love people!!!! Happy Valentine's Day everyone!!! Thing of the day!!!~Red n Pink helium heart-shaped balloons =D

just because you've eaten nice greentea ice cream before.. it doesnt mean all kinds of greentea ice cream is nice .. n i dont mean this to be an analogy.. i mean it literally.. hahaha walls green tea ice cream sucks big time saw this ah pek in the coffee shop near my house with a chicken on his knee in the afternoon..n he was happily stroking it.. there was a radius of 2empty tables all round him..and understandably so.. gee tt ah pek seriously needs some help man oh btw... ewan mcgregor has a new movie!!!! ahhhh cant wait to watch it.. it looks interesting =D cant wait to rewatch moulin rouge on ch5 too... ahh its the best movie in the world!!!..everyone who hasnt watched it yet has got to watch it man!!!! =D Thing of the day!!!~Actor:Ewan McGregor!!

today turned out to be really unexpectedly not as drudgy as i thought it would be.. last night at 3am.. was really not looking forward to today.. felt super exhausted n i didnt even complete half of the work which was due today.. thinking abt maths tut n double chem tut n double gp which would be spent doing compre n bio prac really sucked... but..things didnt turn out to be so bad!!! bio prac was unusually slack.. watched an ink drop move up a capillary tube for 2 periods..lol.. compre wasnt that tough.. managed to do enough questions to cover me for chem tutorial n md seet was sick.. so for once she din pounce on us to check to see if we did the tutorial..she look really ill man.. sniffling away, eyes were watery n she was super slow-mo today.. felt really sorry for her.. but sorry sorry i felt sorry for us too.. coz she didnt really teach properly today so argh.. i still havent figured out integretion yet... =| ghahhh... ..after school went for tea appreciation n it was really fun!!! =D haha went to chinatown for the second time this week..note-worthy moment man.. haha.. went to this tea house called the Tea Chapter.. really cute place..think ive been influenced by my tea drinking relatives.. coz i was really enthu abt this thing.. hahaha i mean they really drink tea the way they serve it in the tea house so yah.. kinda interested to know more abt it..learnt a couple of new things today the diff btw the smelling cup n the drinking cup.. n oh goodness the whole tea set is absolutely adorable man!!! =D heehee n they served us lotsa yummie things besides the tea too... man i love the tea eggs =D had this jasmine cookie n lychee jelly too .. mmmm =D but actually the whole tea drinking process is really lehchey.. haha but its still fun.. hahaha n hey did i mention.. its friday today =) Thing of the day!!!~Food: Tea eggs! 0 <-- tea egg.. haha

always tired..even sleep doesnt seem to make me less tired... so how am i supposed to be not tired?? Thing of the day!!!~Drink:apple aloe vera .. another reason not to like toscana... they dont sell this... bleph... 6feb:toscana does sell apple aloe vera!!! my mistake.. =P

weee.. went to chinatown with clare.zhi.tao.joyce.dawn.elaine.weiying to eat dinner tonight.. eat again.. haha...ahh ate at the hawkercenter n we each bought smth n then we shared everything..there was chicken rice n yongtaufoo n guo tie n this suan la soup which i din really like..[sorry dawn =P haha] wha ate super a lot again..n it was super funny coz we were talking n argueing abt some stuff n i think we were really loud.. ahahahaha.poor tao came only after we finished eating tho.. so she ate our leftover chicken.. ahahaha ate the new icecream at macs too.... aft tt went to popular n gee the chinese collection there is super big there man... bought new coloured markers finally..took tons of photos n then went home.. in time to watch survivor.. ahahaha..sheesh..i think jenna should hav been voted out.. she's irritating...anyways... clare!!! glad tt i managed to catch up with u before u go back.. dont be too dissappointed abt melb u yah.. im sure adaleide will be great too...whatever it is.. at least u getta study what u wanna!!! i dont even know what i wanna do man!!! n tts bad.... Thing of the day!!!~show: survivor:all star

wanna..gotta watch this show..

feel absolutely full right now... kept eating n eating the whole day man..ate breakfast for once coz apparently it helps to increase ur metabolic rate then went to church then had dimsum at this resaturant at raffles CITY ... hahaha n then we went to buy a new vcr coz our old ones spoilt n i gotta tape survivor on monday.. n guess wad they gave us a free tub of greentea ice cream.. haha aft tt went to jb in the evening n had dinner with relatives..ahhh had great food man..n the best was the chilli crab!!! whaa shiok lahh!!!! hahahaha oh yah n there was this deep fried bun n u eat it with the crab gravy.... mmmmmmm... thank goodness we dont go to jb a lot.. Thing of the day!!!~Food: Mango pudding fron Fook Yuen restaurant in raffles city... its the best mango pudding in the world man!!!! n dont laugh abt the name of the restaurant.. hahaha

i decided tt i dont like selling flags... its so super bothersome... went to sell flags for red cross today.. n sheesh there were so many volunteers man.. anywhere n everywhere u could easily spot a whole group of them... felt really sian cos there were just too many volunteers around n i couldnt bring myself to not sell them 0=) then nazhar had this fantastic idea of going to sengkang.. and so for the first time...i went to sengkang!! amazingly.. there were other nuts at sengkang too.. but not so many as everywhere else..oh yah heyy on the train there was this guy who actually turned around n put a dollar into my tin.. and he didnt want a sticker too...wow a truly noteworthy moment there man..so yups.. went to take a break halfway at macs n guess who i saw there... charlotte!!! n her um..friend!!! hahaha so qiao...after returning the tins..went to meet up wif the other odacers n went for 905 outing!!! the trip to ecp was really v v interesting..took 36 there.. at first we were all happily looking out for the stop when we got somewhere near ecp..buden after this stop the bus went all the way straight down the ecp n i wouldnt stop until it reached changi airport... we were all kinda freaking out coz the caterer was coming at 6 n it was already 620 lidat...cut things short.. we eventually got there n the food came when we were ready.. haha i think catering bbq food was a fantastic idea man..altho there was not enough of some stuff n way too much of others.. all the hassle tts saved... think its worth the 9bucks..n the food really wasnt too bad..cept for the sotong which turned out to be quite tasteless..din finish the food.. quite surprised act... it was great to see all the kurt ppl again..too bad some ppl n boon didnt come.. 2 instructors came.. Brandon and Daniel.. kinda cool tt they came..all in all i think the 905 gathering was a success man!!! and it didnt even drizzle!!! the weather didnt follow the weather forecast, so there the forecast isnt always right =P got a free ride home from brandon..n tt concludes my day =) haha wonder whether we'll really will go and organise another mass outing.. hahaha Oh yah...finally watched the last samurai yesterday.. nice show..really really violent though... think kids under 13 shouldnt be allowed to watch it.. haha..realised tt i wana watch a lot of other movies too....hope tt i'll have to time to.. which i prolly wont..haii.. Thing of the day!!!~Food: Catered bbq food