Happy B-day people....!! 28th-Melvin!!!! my SA twin!!! hey sorry havent gotten u a present yet... i'll give it to u soon.. hehheh dont worry it wont be another pink teddy bear.. ahahaha.. anyways.. its been great having u as a twin !!! always so funnie n full of nonsense.. hahaha.. u never fail to make the class a much brighter place =) stay cool always yah!! ahah i love the way u jus wear whatever u feel like wearing around college.. wad no tie n untucked shirts n t shirts halfway through the day... ahaha u rock lahh 29th-DAD ... hahah not like ur going to ever see this.. but nvm..thanks for being great =D 30th-Dionne.. dee!!! hey girl.. i owe u a present too.. hahah had a great time at the 8/12 dinner n shopping wif u all too...! we needa go shop more often man!! but actually not like tts very possible in the near future =X mmm anyway..take care yah..love ya lots!!! Thing of the day!!!~Movie: GATTACA

the nose is so stuffed and sniffly tt its really getting harder to breath. This love is really special and it never fails to send a nice sort of shiver through. she will be loved no matter how tangled things may get and the sun will continue to shine. sometimes tho i must get out of this crazy world or i think i'll go insane. i find solace every sunday morning too and it's really no secret that God's love truly is the most amazing thing in the world. all those things waiting for me to do.. im so not through with you! and i really do feel like not coming home until ive had the sweetest goodbye. Thing of the day!!!~album: Songs about Jane by Maroon 5. honestly seriously fantastic!!!... nice mix of alternative,rock? nicely chill outish.. =)

my homeostasis notes suck.. there are 2 sets of notes for the same topic. one set is in continuous prose, the other is a printout of the lecturer's power point presentation and seriously lacking in details. both are impossible to study from, i cant study by looking at both pieces at the same time and im lazy to go make my own set of perfect notes.. sigh.. grumble grumble grumble. is the test this wednesday or next wednesday? Thing of the day!!!~ quote: " why is ur t so shirt?" -canot disclose source.. v bad.. hahaha but tts so funny.. so unlike of her to say and so totally what i would say.. she meant to say "why is ur t-shirt so wet" hahaha.. k evidently im bored n bored.. im non-writing..

what a 'great' last sports day of my life i had... it got postponed cos of the rain which wouldnt go away.. lol..kinda dissappointed cos i was actually looking forward to this school event even tho i wasnt taking part in anything.. considering it was going to be the last sports day of my life ever, i was all ready for the whole sports day thing man..wif the cheering and all...! but as fate would have it, this day was not meant to be and we got released before 9am. i heard that now the finals are going to be like the heats and i think that kinda sucks.. its so not fun ..!!.. if that really happens then i'll be glad tt our 61/62 combined team for the inter cg relay didnt make it to the finals..there just isnt the same feeling anymore.. mmm =P but on the other hand, getting to leave school before 9 felt really good =D and the cold cold rain after days of blistering heat was really refreshing =) reached cine before 10 and the place was empty save for a few weird souls not unlike ourselves. not surprising but still kinda weird. after a long time of bickering over what to do (ie watch movie? what movie? kbox? bowling? eat?) we decided to not watch anything in the end cos of various reasons even tho the totally queless box office was just crying out to me.. hahaha but actually i didnt really mind not watching cos currently theres nothing i really wanna watch... theres quite a few upcoming movies otherwise tho.. troy, harry potter, spiderman, n kill bill..well kill bill is already out but its m18..hrumph!! anyway back to today...so we ate breakfast at bk which was really nice ..the ham n egg n cheese croissanwich n hashbrown totally rocked!!! the bestest breakfast ive had in a while..and cos they wernt ready to serve the other main meals yet some of the guys actually waited until 11 to order their food.. arhahaha.. funty ahh..haha the girls left cine to take neoprints in heeren n guess who we met on the way across the road.. none other than sister cj!!! contrary to what cong jing says.. we didnt force him to take it with us..all it took was a phonecall =P ahahaha... so yeah welcome to the sisterhood yah.. hahaha.. think the pics came out reallie nice =D finally got the ones with the nice silver writings ..!! heehee. walked around for a bit n then winnie n carol n me ended up shopping in taka.. ahahaha bought stuff.. hehheh =D some down more to go =P hahaha got back in touch with the guys aftter tt and guess wad they were doing man.. playing cs!!!! like wow.. hahaha funty... after tt we ended up doing nothing much tho.. kinda regret walking right- headed towards ps instead of going left- back to taka where we could have gone for the habitat for humanity presentation on upcoming trips to mongolia n looked at more stuff.. but then again its not like theres even a fragment of a chance of the trip becoming a reality n i kinda din feel like going back to taka after just coming back from it n we could always look at the stuff another day.. haha and yah not to mention.. no saturday is complete until we funty a few hours away.. hehheh reached home early..tt is 630..n i didnt feel like sleeping for once.. so i finally got the chance to pick up my 3/4 way through book..the lovely bones by alice sebold and i finally finished it!!! ahhh feels good man.. =D havent read a book in ages..u dont wana know how long its been left unfinished.. its almost embarassing..=P heh anyway.. its a pretty interesting book.. about a girl who got raped n murdured and she basically narrates the whole story, past n present, from heaven. its really dramatic n descriptive .. interesting perspectives put across.. i needa/wana read more man!! Thing of the day!!!~Red n pink organiser from Loui Vuitton $550. the cover costs 450 the paper with the LV logo scattered throughout the pages made up the other 100bux. while in taka today.. entered the LV n Chanel boutiques for the first time ever.. interesting experience..it feels totally different being in those shops.. its like the stuff is almost sacred.. hahaha.. we look at such material stuff with awe, and envy those who can afford it. But actually tho.. there is no real yearning for such things.. just tt its nice to feel all the class .. haha and tt organiser is really quite nice.. well maybe because of the fact tt its LV but yah its is actually still genuinely nice. would never buy it tho. yeah =P haha..went into salvatore ferragamo at paragon too.. saw the handbag which i think is really nice..900+.. sigh.. hahaha =P

how ironic is it that out of all the photos which we took on o2.. the one which never fails to crack me up is the one in which we're all looking dead serious... or well some of us look dead serious and many others are trying to look dead serious..hahaha there's a whole spectrum of expressions in that photo which u wont find in the other photos..its really quite funty.. hahaha check it out..

er.. results not really accurate.. think i am a lot more neurotic than what is said about me...the words calm, secure and unemotional are definitely not synonymous with the name christina..and the part about me being too much of a follower... well mmm... hahaha Thing of the day!!!~TV show: America's next top model.. this show is superly entertaining man...the competition, the fashion shoots and especially the stuff they say about each other and the things which they have to do its really quite funny..oh and plus i love watching tyra banks!! shes amazing.. think its one of the better reality tv shows which is on these days.. personally, its a toss up between elyse and adrianne.. adrianne is so cool.. her couture dress totally sucked yet she managed to totally pull it off.. and i love her drawl..!think she looks like jenna from survivor..the swimsuit model.. mmm neway elyse has got that extra something which the other girls dont have..she just looks special.. think she could make it even if she doesnt win this thing... mmm we'll see.. im glad tt robin got voted out.. she sucks.. think shes seriously hypocritical..

Happy 21st Birthday Amias!!!!!!!!!!! =D Thing if the day!!!~ Double cheesed oversized Ritz and the twist of extra creamed oreo and jay chou on the move. hahaha =P

i feel like i should be dancing.. yeahh hehheh... after effects of saturday night fever.. think the show pretty rocked.. the dancing was fantastic man!!! and i didnt know that so many beegees songs were from this show.. got the how i wish i could dance like that feeling as usual.. getit every time i watch one of these musicals...at the end of the show they invited the audience to stand up and dance along to the reprise.. and almost the whole theatre stood up and started groovin' to the music... so cool man!! =D retro rocks 8) How Deep is Your Love - Bee Gees I know your eyes in the morning sun I feel you touch me in the pouring rain And the moment that you wander far from me I wanna feel you in my arms again And you come to me on a summer breeze Keep me warm in your love and then softly leave And it's me you need to show .... How deep is your love? Is your love, how deep is your love I really need to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breaking us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me I believe in you You know the door to my very soul You're the light in my deepest darkest hour You're my saviour when I fall And you may not think I care for you When you know down inside That I really do And it's me you need to show .... How deep is your love? Is your love, how deep is your love? I really need to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breaking us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me How deep is your love? Is your love, how deep is your love? I really need to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breaking us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me How deep is your love... Thing of the day!!!~Actor - Adam-Jon Fiorentino .. the guy who played john travolta's character... goodness man this guys hot stuff.. haha..what's amazing is that he resembles john travolta.. but just like only a hundred times better looking..and his acting/dancing/singing rocks too =) !

halfway through the amazingly difficult econs drq test today...there came a weird sound from the back of the class... sounded like dripdripdripdripdrip... came from the aircon.. it was leaking like it needed to leak or it would die or something man...seriously hope its not spoilt.. coz it's gonna make tutorials all the more easy to get through.. lol

Everyday What to say Lord it's You who gave me life and I Can't explain just how Much You mean to me now that You have saved me Lord I give all that I am to You That everyday I could Be a light that shines Your name Everyday Lord I'll Learn to stand upon Your word And I pray that I I might come to know You more That You would guide me In every single step I take and everyday I can Be Your light unto the world Everyday, It's You I'll live for Everyday, I'll follow after You Everyday, I'll walk with You my Lord It's You I live for everyday It's You I live for everyday It's You I live for everyday Thing of the day!!!~ todays chapel.. i think it was great!! =) thumbs up for sfc

an incredibly eventful day for a seemingly nondescript tuesday.. got irked by the psychotic neighbour first thing in the morning as well as when i came home... see here for more details..survived the whole academic day.. ie went through tutorials of every single subject without receiving chatisement from any tutor due to the lack of written work displayed on the desk.. ie the minimal amount of hmwk which i managed to squeeze out last night, during breaks and in btw lectures actually sustained me through all the tutorials.. talking of which.. i happened to sit in the upper cafe with shu n ting during one of the breaks and i was seriously scribbling out the tutorial for bio which happened to be the next period.. and all of a sudden the dp and a bunch of people decided to sit at our table.. i jus didnt bother about them but then suddenly the dp turned towards me and said "wha doing work ah.. im impressed". Gave me the shock of my life and ahaha if only she knew the truth. finally had the cip debrief by anne marie.. ahh i like her sessions.. they're interesting and well even though i cant say i can totally remember all that she said and apply them to my life.. the stuff she shared was good stuff.. tt i can remember and am sure off.. haha..hey man i didnt even feel slightly sleepy once during her session!! she did another one of those personality tests with us again.. and actually ive done something similiar before..from one of those mails circulating the net..so kinda knew about the bit about the house and the key..dont really agree with the animal analysis tho.. just dont think that your favourite animal in any way reflects how u percieve your future partner..i mean like hey i wanted to draw a dog but i drew a rabbit instead coz it was easier to draw...lol.. anyways i think it was still pretty interesting and guess thats really it for the whole udonthani experience.. met up with clare n zhi n elaine after tt.. shirked off odac responsibilities at 630 to go find them =P sorry man but ahh i just didnt think that it would in any way be better to have 3 people argueing over which date is better for what than having 2 people trying to figure the schedule out... too many cooks spoil the broth =P tried to but unsuccessful at imparting my 'knowledge' about respiration to zhi.. sorry girl.. haha im half baked... had dinner at ikea cafe after tt and totally pigged out man.. omg...calorie counter overload man...but yah think it was worth it... had a super great time even tho we didnt really hang out for tt long.. =D miss u guys man.. ahhh twelve rocks...! =) managed to reach home before the mother and the father reached home and thus managed to avoid any questions of my latecoming home... haha put my supposed dinner out on the table, boiled the soup and yay a successful escape.. didnt feel like explaining the whole situation to them..why im late.. why i ate out..blahblahh so yah took the easy way out =P im an irresponsible kid today.. ah well. it was fun =D haha Thing of the day!!!~ u have no idea how sweet it is....

...i guess i just wana remember the images from the passion forever coz i i hope that it will serve to be a reminder of what my lord and saviour did for me...i tried to not look away at all but there was once when i uncontrollably shut my eyes.... ive stumbled too many times and too easily and i feel ashamed of how easily i fall after all he has done for us..may life after this easter be better and more pleasing to him.. Thing of the day!!!~leaving ubin at 1245 in the afternoon

i feel like i should write something about passion after watching it.. but words kinda escape me... these past few weeks my life has been in a seriously big mess.. its hard to explain exactly how so..many itty gritty and seriously dumb things mussed up together and i find that i cant life properly ..spritual,mental, physical.. its all somewhere down there in the pits and i think i just feel numb..like block out whatever's not right and i think its resulted in creating a rather harderned me..don't feel much these days..no happy no sad but just feel weighed down by everything and tho i know the only way to throw the weight off is to stand up tall and hurl those weights away myself i just rather sit and continue to be pinned down by them.. maybe its a stupid normal teenage thing but if it were so damn coz its so stupid and i hate it cos its so dumb.. this has been a terrible post .. im not sised.. =P ranting is good to release emotional baggage. dont leave any tags

Happy Birthday Winnie =)

i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on i need to move on alrighty then.. i think ive got it into my head..now will the stupid mind get over it and get into the mood to start studying properly again.. its only gonna get worse from here if i dont.. argghh Thing of the day!!!~warm 7up from the store.. hahaha

now that o2s over and done with.. i sit back and sigh a sigh of relief..thankful that the day went well..to see the whole thing run smoothly and have it end off with a high note.. it means a lot to me and hey man it feels good!!to do something right.. the feelings just great. i actually do feel happy. =) now all thats left is the claims which i gotta work out and hopefully with some luck enough money will turn out for everyone and there will be a nice ending to this very exciting chapter in my life..its not just another odac activity to me.. it has been more than that.. its the largest thing ive ever done so far.. non academic that is.. and i say this experience has really made me grow a lot.. really.. through all the hard work, hair-tearing moments, frustration and well crap sometimes..i think ive become a tougher person..what fails to kill u only serves to make u stronger yah.. and im hardly killed right now.. hahaha... knowing that i can carry something like that through.. wow thats just amazing to me..but of course i cant take total credit for it..it definitely wouldnt have happened if not for everyone's help..teachers,shirley, taskforce ppl and of course every odacer who helped out ..thanks man!! =D as the day went by on saturday.. there were times when i sat back for a while and just took in whatever was happening..other than that i was constantly hoping that things would continue to go smoothly and when it was finally over and upon seeing the nod of approval.. i was sated. as for whether i think it was worth the effort..i guess the fact that it went smoothly because of all the planning makes it kinda worth it.. but the whole thing in itself..i still cant answer the question because i dont think the j1s know the extent of the preparation which goes into this one activity and hence they dont appreciate it as much as it deserves...anyway.. when i stood in front of the j1s just before i started the debriefing.. i wonder if any of u guys noticed but i was momentarily speechless.. didnt know what to say at that moment and didnt feel like saying anything..cant believe its the end but happy thats its the end.. its been a wild ride. my life finally no longer revolves around proposals n dry runs n i can breath freely again. here's just some other random but rather important things ive learnt =P -dont write 9150 on information slips given to j1s when u actually want them to come at 9000 -dont leave pieces of paper unattended to when the floor is wet -always plan for cleanups and get a clean up i/c...i actually didnt like asking people to clean this and that as i just stood around =P -always remember to let e teachers debrief after you are done with urs. Thing of the day!!!~ breathing in the oxygen in the air ;)