see that big fat date up there.. its of particular significance today. it marks the one month countdown to the beginning of the prelims. i cant believe.. the prelims are so near!!! yeah..i cant believe its happening..its like uve been expecting and (not) waiting for it to come and finally its upon all of us. i dont think its really sunk in yet how near it is..its surreal..mmmm ahhh i cannot mess this one up. =X and if uve all realised.. my blog posts have significantly become less frequent!!! tts one small step closer to not messing up the prelims.. hahaha.. clare!!! ahhh i cant believe i forgot to msg u to say bye yesterday night!!! im so sorry girl ehh!!! was in a bit of a weirded mood yesterday and it really unintentionally slipped my mind.. hope u like the shirt!! =D hahah thanks a mill again for going wif me to idp yea!! would hav been really lost there if i din have u to accompany me.. dun worry man im gonna study my butts off yea =) =( hahaha. cant wait for nov/dec to come and all the exams are over and we can all go out and hav fun without all that crappy guilty feelings.. hahaha. the steam boat was great..the pics are up!!! mmm ivan u were right.. i cant help but blog about me breaking my watch. there its out. argh. devastated doesnt come close to discribing the myriad of feelings and thoughts which i raced through my mind when i heard that sharp, resounding "piak". i sat on the bench in the cafe just before the double period chemistry lecture and i was momentarily in a state of shock. tears uncontrollably filled my tear ducts and there i was blubbering like a baby in the upper cafe. and i dont cry easily. gee why do bad things happen to good people. =P grr. i dunno what to say about nike now. --- "..i went into the garden and lay down and looked at the stars in the sky and made myself negligible." that really does sound like a nice thing to do. Thing of the day!!!~ song: Vindicated - Dashboard Confessional Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing I am captivated, I am... [Chorus] Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intention Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me so isolated, so motivated I am certain now that I am... So, turn up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment, fall forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'd be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away [3x] So let me slip against the current So let me slip away [4x] [Chorus] Like hope Dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption...

Rapture was great..a job well done indeed =)the teachers n mentors dance got the loudest cheers haha. spent one hour buying flowers.. haha quite fun actually ;) everythings so pretty but too bad the shop had such a small selection of flowers..discovered a new flower.. its really small and pink n sweet.its called demonia.i have no idea why. had a great time wif the funties =D pics are up!! am gonna go plan my future in a little while. gonna have steamboat at clares house with 12 today =D excited =) i saw a smashed up snail on my way home. i need more time to do my work.. =S Thing of the day!!!~ Flower: the nice pretty little pink flowers.. i really dont think they're called demonias.. i think the florist didnt pronounce the name properly of something.. haha

Saturday in Summary (For more details, please see below) -Room Makeover -Lost in Translation -Nap -Online Room Makeover right, now this has got to be one of the most major things which happened to me recently..due to the entry of a queen sized bed into my room..all the furniture in my room had to be rearranged to make space for it. The queen bed is actually my parents old bed..they got a king one so i got their hand-me-down.. haha..not tt i mind.. in fact i was pretty psyched about getting a bigger bed =D but then..the cupboard n desk n sm other stuff had to be shifted..and before we could shift e cupboard, all the books had to be moved out and gee tt was seriously a big pain..after taking everything out i had to try to put back all the stuff in the same place..cos if it were not in the same place it would just feel weird. i lost the space under my bed where i used to shove everything which din hav a space under and the space above my cupboard where i used to put a lotta soft toys..those are the only things i havent replaced yet cos i havent figured out what to do with those which hav no space to sit anymore.. took down a couple of poster which have been on my wall since sec4 .. namely the takya,aguilera,beckham,affleck,bsb,got milk n willow n oz ones. the ff8 one had to be shifted cos the old space is behind the cupboard now, its e only one i put back. i didnt bother putting the others back cos they're no longer relevant to me. its true tt u grow out of being fannitically interested in celebs, and i dont drink milk very often anymore. at first i thot of totally changing all the posters on my wall..then i realised tt i dont have any new ones to put up. hahaha and besides i think i like having a bit of a feel of my old room still hanging around. ok so its not exactly a makeover for my room cos its still got the same look.. but the position of everythings different now, including my sleeping position and while my desk used to face the window,it now faces the wall. i laid on my bed jus now and i kinda missed my old room..the familiar direction and e bouncy old bed. i guess this is going to take some getting used to after having had the old arrangement for almost 6 yrs.. i'll post it up when i feel like ive 'adapted'. hahaha.. its quite cool tho even tho theres a bed in my room it feels like my room is bigger than before.. haha.. funty. oh yah.. while in the midst of transporting the bed from my parents room to my room, this plank across the middle of the bedframe fell off and kinda got broken. so my dad had to become a carpenter and nail it back together.. hahaha quite funny.. ok doesnt sound very funny but it was quite funny to me..my nose has finally stopped being sniffly after being irritated by all the dust. really worked the vacuum cleaner today..hahaha. finished packing at 6 and went downstairs for dinner. Lost in Translation after dinner i came up and finally watched e movie..! its a gd movie. different from the normal..really like the way the characters developed and how it ended. the bonus material was quite funny too .. haha they had the whole segment of Matthew's Hit TV. took a nap at 9 after e movie and woke up at 11.30. Thing of the day!!!~ Quote: There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. -Friedrich Nietzsche found this quote among this bag of stuff which had been left untouched ever since friendship day.. haha. i like the stuff this guy says!! ive got like 2 fav quotes from him now.. e other being the what doenst kill u only serves to make u stronger quote..

putting off what u want to write can actually make u just not want to write about it anymore a few days later.. how fleeting is the motivation to ramble.. mmm..but still some things are too important to be left unsaid.. hahaha what the world really needs is a bunch of waterproof highlighters in nice colours..can someone go invent them please?? my pratical papers inevitably get wet every practical.. the water pipe which leads to e water heater in my bathroom is seriously troubled.. it wont stop moaning and groaning like a 1000 year old pipe every time the tap is turned on. it is sooo annoying and i gotta whack the crappy thing everytime to make it shutup.. im afraid i'll burst the water pipe one day just like i busted 2 handles of the bathroom door before.. hahahaha.. it needs to eat some strepsils.. court shoes are evil some of the college day procedures are dumb.. like for example.. we are not allowed to bring our bags into the hall.. where then are we supposed to leave it? a suggestion given by the teachers in charge was to leave it in the lockers.. right.. the shutters are so going to be open after 5pm..havent figured out what im going to do about this one yet.. grr.. its 7 more weeks to the prelims..another way to put it would be 49 days..haha ..49 days seems so much shorter than 7 weeks doesnt it?? and i havent even gotten back any full results from bt2.. ooh hey u know what.. i may actually have a chance to pass one subject..haha..mmm..ive made a promise to myself and i really hope tt i will keep my promises..then again since im promising myself something i simply have to do it to fufil it right. i mean its totally under my control..but its something along the lines of studying more seriously and making better use of my time and one maths paper every week.. hahaha..so we'll see how things go =S but im serious. this was inspired by jacq, my sis, and of course the movie.. during the endless hours of studying during the holidays.. but i never got around to blogging it down cos of various reasons..i kinda forgot about it until biao's tag on funty people cos im like so relaxed now.. hahaha so thanks biao! cant believe i nearly forgot about this great inspired piece. =D How doleful is the blameless sufferer's lot! The world forgotten, by the brain which forgot. Eternal torture of the spotless mind! Each attempt rejected, and each sigh resign'd; ..haha =P 20 Questions to a Better Personality Wackiness: 50/100 Rationality: 70/100 Constructiveness: 62/100 Leadership: 74/100 You are an SRCL--Sober Rational Constructive Leader. This makes you an Ayn Rand ideal. Taggart? Roark? Galt? You are all of these. You were born to lead. You may not be particularly exciting, but you have a strange charisma--born of intellect and personal drive--that people begin to notice when they have been around you a while. You don't like to compromise, but you recognize when you have to. You care absolutely nothing what other people think, and this somehow attracts people to you. Treat them well, use them wisely, and ascend to your rightful rank. That made me sound so..dictatorial and unfun =X and i have no idea what an Ayn Rand ideal or a Taggart or a Roark or a Galt is..but some parts are kinda cool =D hahaha Thing of the day!!!~ my bio practical paper =D

bt2 is over..euro is over..the odac vs council match is over.. the short break is over.. my life as i know it is more or less over.. hahah.. the last line was a joke.. it jus sounded fitting.. uhh.. anyway.. spent the whole weekend at msia doing the family thing.. sorry i couldnt be there to support the big match =X sorry 12 couldnt go out wif u guys =X mmmm got lots to say but havent had time or access to the computer the past few days..and i needa go pack my bags for sch now cos i gota go to sleep soon.. but am really not tt sleepy now cos i think i spent a good deal of the day sleeping cos a good deal of the day was spent travelling and i sleep when i travel... anyway before i go.. i just have to say this first.... greece won!!!!!!!!!!! ahh!!! GREECE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahahaha =D i think ive said this a thousand times but im going to say it again.. greece rocks!!!! Things of the day!!!~My bed and pillows and bolster and blanket!!!!