i wana blog cos im tired of my old post and i dont like it that my blog is stagnating. at first i thot of saying tt i had nothing to say and for a moment there i thot hey what a nifty post tt would be. then biao reminded me that hh did tt recently and i was like dang i cant do tt too then. oh hey hh i finally understand what u mean when u say tt u can play the same song the whole night. ive been listening to i'll be by edwin mccain the whole night. haha i think im a little bit mad. what with mooncake parties, icecream to heal a sorethroat(cos everyone knows tt eating something cold will give u a cough and a cough cant be good for any sore throat), same song the whole night, 5 hours to do a gp essay, playing the guitar in front of my computer in the middle of the night, not sleeping when i should be, sleeping when i shouldnt be, accumulating a backlot of homework when schools gonna be out in 2 weeks time, tolerating a dumb new computer which is brand new but is definitely infected with some kind of weird i-do-not-know-what, dreaming up of a new blog template when i know i really will hav neither the patience nor the means to get it done. i suppose these things arent really tt crazy at all. its jus the jumbled up thoughts and current happenings of an 18 yr old girl with a slightly deranged mind babbling on at 230am just because she wants to update her blog. actually i didnt expect this entry to turn out so long. i was perfectly fine with posting a three line long entry. but hey inspiration strikes at 230 am. its kinda fun to talk about yourself in the third person. but there is method in my madness. right now i feel that you should do whatever you want when u feel like it and have the means to do it. cos some things are more important than others like a sorethroat which i very possibly could be exagerating cos how often do u get a sorethroat such tt u can complain about it and hav someone look after u =) haha. Thing of the day!!!~: noun:madness.. everyone should hav a mittle ladness.. i mean little madness every now and then. haha tt was lame.

watching the last episode of friends the second time made me really appreciate it for everything tt its worth and it made me realise whats so fantastic about the most fantistic show ever. the wrapping up of it was so perfect. it didnt seem forced at all and the last 2 episodes stayed true to the very essence of what friends is all about. comedy. it was really really funny and i laughed out loud this time round at so many parts while i barely chuckled the first time i watched it. guess the first time when i watched it i was jus too saddened by the fact tt its the last episode and all.. also..strangly..there were a couple of parts which i dont remember watching the first time round.. mmm not quite sure whys tt. ah well.. hope ch5 brings in Joey soon. n ive still got the first few seasons of friends which i havent watched before. ive got season 1 & 2 on dvd.. watched season 1 already. maybe i'll start my season 2 tomorrow at 10pm and do tt every monday. -- i need to change my blog template. i dont think i can look at snowflakes for much longer. Thing of the day!!!~Song: Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand. this track rocks the ceiling off!!!

two more days left of the prelims!!! ahhh!!!!!!!!!!!! tom is the big big chem paper as i like to put it and i seriously think they shouldnt save the big big papers for last!!!! ive like run out of steam already...uuhhh... and bio option. i seriously wonder why cant the genuises who arrange the exam timetable be a little kinder to all us poor souls. got caught in the rain on my way home today just as i was crossing the road to get to the gilman bustop. this is prolly the 2nd or 3rd time tt this happened. lol. so dumb. tt road is too wide. it can suddenly rain when ur crossing it. its funny to see motorcyclists stop by the edge of the road when it rains to wear their jackets n track pants. the rain wasnt tt heavy when this particular motorcyclist started to take out his stuff..but by the time he got his track pants on it was storming. wonder how useful they'll be in such a heavy rain. got stranded at the bustop opp my house. waited for a while for the rain to subside but after a while it still didnt. got fedup and decided to walk in the rain. at first i kept my nice tommy jacket in my bag cos i didnt want it to get wet. upon further consideration, i took it out again, wore it and dashed across the road and walked home. when i reached my block, the rain subsided. gee. tts the symbol for osmotic potential. its called psi and pronounced as "sye".it's not the symbol for the devil. i knew tt. haha Thing of the day!!!~Qns: 1)what does the OMS machine look like and how does it work? 2)what exactly is going on with all the digging and tractors near the side gate by the audi? its been going on for so long now. Instructions to candidates Write your name on all the work you hand in.
Indicate the part question number on the left hand margin.
Give non-exact numerical answers correct to 3 significant figures, or 1 decimal place in the case of angles in degrees.
Answers should be between 500 - 800 words in length.
Handwriting will be taken into account in the allocation of marks.

do you know what i suddenly really feel like doing right now.. i feel like fixing a jigsaw puzzle. hahahaha. havent actually completed a real one before.. looked around online to see if a single coloured jigsaw even exists and this is the closest i could find.. its not an original idea tho.. got the idea off a book i read somewhere a long long time ago. cant remember what book it was tho..if anyone knows where to buy one please tell me ya.. haha think this is really cool too =D http://www.puzzlehistory.com/difcult.htm Thing of the day!!!~Cartoon: Anastasia. showed on disney ch today even tho its not a disney production.. love this show!!!

just watched the last episode ever of buffy. oh man i din know it ends today!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant believe it !! its too fast..too abrupt this cant be happening!!!! ahaha.. well.. mmm if u havent watched the last episode and intend to watch it someday (ie karen im talking to u..haha) just stop reading from here cos i cant help it i gotta talk abt the last episode. hahaha buffy enters hellmouth through the seal.willow does major magic without turning blackhaired. spike saves the world because of some amulet tt angel gives to buffy. the hellmouth is destroyed. spike dies. anya dies. theres a big earthquake and everyone gets onto a bus and the bus speeds off with sunnydale collapsing behind them. the show ends with everyone looking back at the giant crater tts been created and the camera zooms into buffy.. with the sun shining behind and a smile on her face. tts about most of what happened in the last episode..honestly.. i think tt the endings pretty satisfactory. at least i dont feel shortchanged like when i watched the matrix. but ahhh feel so sad abt some things..like why did spike and anya die!!! granted tt it would be kinda unrealistic tt all of them survived this whole ordeal but still..!! spikes nice!!! and he's been with buffy all the way. even when everyone including giles n willow and xander turned their backs on buffy a few episodes ago.. spike was the only one who still believed in her!! and he really truly loved buffy. just before spike dies, buffy says i love you to spike and spike replies "no you dont, but thanks for saying it anyway" ahhhh =..( and they didnt resolve the buffy n angel thing!!! they still didnt show them being together at the end of the episode but mmm i guess in a way the buffy-angel thing cant be resolved. but then again, now tt evil doesnt exist more.. things should be fine right?? so imo.. resolving it would mean them getting back together or at least hav them fighting side by side at the end. anya..anya.. sigh poor xander!!! i dont think he will ever love someone else as much as he loved anya!! and now anyas dead.. uggh id rather hav principal wood die. hrumpph. pretty happy abt the way they ended willows bit in the show.. she being able to control her magic and all... but mmm maybe they could hav brought oz back? and maybe even cordelia too. it would really hav been great to hav the whole original scooby gang fighting together at the end. and maybe oz and willow can get back together too!! always did think tt oz n willow made a great couple. sigh. its really over now. friends n buffys been the only 2 shows tt ive been watching all the way for the past..5/6 yrs? and now they're both over??! how am i gona cope!!! hahaha.. a lotta ppl say tt buffy's become not so nice as the seasons went by and..haha..i really dunno anyone else besides my sis who still watches it the way i do. i really dont agree tt its deteriorated tho. i mean if its really been bad id hav stopped watching right! haha.. but i guess there is only so many times u can save the world and i guess now is the right time to end it. its been a fantistic 7 seasons. im gona miss watching my favourite tv shows. * mm these reviews say it all pretty well.. do agree with some of the stuff they say too... http://www.tvtome.com/tvtome/servlet/EpisodeReviewPage/showid-10/epid-232720/blockid-6/ http://www.tvtome.com/tvtome/servlet/EpisodeReviewPage/showid-10/epid-232720/blockid-28930/ Thing of the day!!!~ Superhero: Buffy the Vampire Slayer

next week's gona be the finale for friends...!! omg i think im gona cry.. =..( Thing of the day!!!~Besterestest show in the whole wide world. F.R.I.E.N.D.S. arggh im gona miss monica n chandler n ross n rachel n phoebe n joey...

right as u can see below.. tt post was created on 26/8 but i din post it cos i thot it sounded a bit weird and incomplete. i still think it does but ive decided to jus overlook/ignore it and post it cos firstly, an entry is an entry and i dont want to waste it. Secondly, i think its really quite what i was feeling at tt time.. tt is rather lackadaisical, maybe confused as well as can tell from the uninteresting report of events tt happened/is going to happen and the choppy phrases. yes i do realise im analysing my own writing.. haha. anyway thirdly, i still dont know how to edit the entry to make it more complete and rounded?? but in an attempt to elaborate from where i left of.. what i mean about the As making u feel all sorts of emotions.. its like nothing else is supposed to matter to u at this point in time except for the As. ur the king in the house and all submit to u. hah. at least tts how i feel a lot of the time..even tho its quite selfish. i mean no sheet the As are a big deal yo and the least ur parents/siblings/whoever can do for u is make ur life at home the least miserable as possible. just the other day, my dad made a comment, in a rather sarcastic manner i must add, about what is this..having to ask for my permission before being allowed to watch tv. i replied curtly and rather unapologetically tt its called the A levels. hah. sometimes i manage to get my way, sometimes i dont. like for example my dad's gotta watch the apprentice and the amazing race. and when i watch buffy at 12 he complains cos he's gona sleep soon and the tv disturbs him.. but still he lets me watch it. so actually.. its not tt bad a trade off. i let him watch his shows, he lets me watch mine. when the As are over..all the shows are gonna be mine...! hahahahah right ive digressed. as i was sayin... so u have all these right priorities..studying and having no life.. but its so impossible to keep up this muggerish lifestyle for more than a while. anyway even if u do.. there's no guarantee tt u'll get the wonderful grades tt u want. i do think the chances of u ended up in a mental institution is very higher if u just force urself to study study do nothing but study..!! think its rather humanly impossible to do tt. so every now and then u relax and break away from the books. but while in the course of taking a break and relaxing.. u get plagued with all these guilty feelings.. like how u shouldnt be relaxing but u should be studying instead and if u relax a bit too much.. u lose the studying momemtum and when u do try to start studying again its so hard and frustrating and u wana just give up and curl into a ball and bury urself inside the nice warm and snug covers on ur nice soft bed in ur air-conditioned room. so tts basically what i mean by the As making u feel all sort of emotions. adequate elaboration i do think. in between the 26th and now.. a few things hav happened.. the bio pracs over. it went as horrendiously as i predicted it would be. will i not ever have a single successful biology practical! its been a curse ever since sec sch days..the chem mcqs over.. hopefully i'll get my ave score of 27/40 which really isnt tt great but tts the min yo. =S mmm ive got a new computer. it plays dvds so those dvds which dun work on my player hopefully can work on the com.haha oh another curse tt i believe has been placed upon me..my house computer never works fine. its generally works ok but there are always a few irritating glitches here and there. and u know what. 2nd day im using the computer and im already seeing some weird popups tt make me feel uncomfortable. i think i may stop using icq. feel a bit sad somehow tho.. been using it since like pri6? haha weird sentimental attachment to it.but according to mr andrew..whos the guy who fixed up my com.. and ooh!! he actually willingly came over to setup the internet connection and all!!! he looks nothing like what i imagined him to be actually. haha the last time i had to liase wif him over the phone to try to fix the old computer up i had this mental image of how he looked but yea...uuhh ok...boring details i realise.. haha yah mr andrew said tt icq is prone to trojan attacks. and since not a lot of ppl in my contact list use icq anymore i thot i'll jus ditch it. borrowed mrs dalloway from the sch library today. hope to finish it within these few days. actually i was supposed to read it when i got home from sch jus now.. but i felt tired and mmm weird. haha ended up sleeping for three and a half hours instead. then came online and started using the net. haha. abstinence from the net makes u spend long hours on it when u do use it again. according to the time on the blogger settings.. i started writing this at 433.. its 533 now. a whole hour for a single post..almost the length spent writing a gp essay? but who cares.. the substance is definitely more heartfelt and truthful than any of the babble i sprout in my gp essays. im supposed to hav bathed and be ready to leave the house now for my cg gathering.. oopps.. Thing of the day!!!~drink:mango juice

26th August 2004 its been 3 days into the month long prelims and ive finished half my exams. am currently feeling reallly relaxed cos my next paper will only be on thurs and its only bio practical, followed by chem mcq on friday and then another week of holidays before 4 days of papers nonstop and then it'll be the end of the prelims!!!!!!! mm i really shouldnt be feeling so relaxed actually..half the exams over..meaning that there's still half more to go! maybe i should change my imood to weirded.. cos tts how i feel right now actually.. a bit weird. quite weird actually.. like unsure of what i should be feeling right now. taking the A levels is a strange thing. it makes u experience all sorts of emotions.